Too burnt out to even write

I’ve been doing pretty bad and I had a lot of stuff to do and work travel and then my kid got sick right when I came back and I just haven’t been feeling like writing. Barely even writing in my paper journal except notes during work meetings. 

I like there to be an entry for every day. So maybe I’ll add something for those, something I was thinking about or did write on paper. But, reader, don’t think that I was doing well enough to actually write here on every date. 

I mostly write the same thing. “I miss you.” All I can think about is how awful it is to have to keep going without him.