bitter

I always liked Ruth and Naomi. I used the name Mara at least once, thought about it more than once, for an RPG character. Might have been Mass Effect. Seeing the renegade scars eat away at her face like a manifestation of brokenness and anger. 

Never quite knew the depth of it, forsaken, bitterness, enough to drive you to change your very name

I’d do it now if I thought it would help anything